Definitely single no more

Well, I got engaged! What a year it has been. I'm still trying to gather my thoughts so I can put this down on paper. It's going to be a very quick engagement and we're planning a courthouse wedding for May 5, 2011, before I graduate on May 6, 2011. Off to the Bahamas on May 9, 2011. My head is spinning with excitement!!

My how things have changed

I decided, on a whim, to see what my old self had written over two years ago and man how things have changed. First off, who was that sad and miserable girl from years back? If only she'd have known how she'd get her heart broken again and then find the man of her dreams in less than two years.

Yes, I have met someone. To be honest, I think we're going to be getting married very soon (although there is no "official" confirmation of this...right now). Our story, to be as cliche as possible, is whirlwind. We met, fell in love and I guess, as they say, the rest is history.

I cannot imagine my life without him. He is everything I am not. I only hope that one day I can be even half as wonderful as he is. I am a very, very lucky girl.

I am hoping to be able to chronicle our life and how things are going to change over the next few months. We are in the process of trying to relocate, take the next step in our relationship and hopefully one day start a family. Let's see where this journey takes me...

Sick sick sick

I'm home sick today so I suppose this will be short and sweet. Me and the kitties are laying in bed, watching tv and nursing feeling like death. No new boy drama today, which is a first. Guess maybe all this has passed and I'm going to be truly alone again. Time to start over!!

3rd time a charm?

It just keeps getting better and better, let me tell you. My ex from Virginia, who I saw briefly while I was visiting a few weeks ago, strictly by chance, messaged me out of the blue yesterday. Things tend to happen in threes, right? Does anybody really believe that? If this were someone else's life, I wouldn't believe that they had such strange experiences if I were not living the fricking things myself, day in and day out!!

What am I supposed to do? Do I just completely say screw it and resign myself to really being single forever?

This past year has been especially difficult for me for some reason.

Guess I really don't have much to say of any importance today.

Let's see about this

So I have been festering all morning about...how should I put this? Well, how much life seems to not be so great right about now so I figured I will use something to channel my energy into something a little more productive than feeling sorry for myself. We shall see how much I keep up with this, considering I really have no clue what I'm doing or where I'm going with this.

Basically, I've been looking back on my life over the past 3 years and I hate where I am, who I've become and what life has handed me. This blog is how I'm (hopefully) going to change some of that.

About me: Single (obviously), 30, never married. Every time I see that I get this little ball in the pit of my stomach and I wonder how in the hell did this happen? When did I become this sad person??

I digress. I will attempt to not make this blog about how much my life sucks, because I know it doesn't, but I need an outlet to not make myself not lose my stinking mind!

More about me: I'm about to graduate from college with a degree in English, to hopefully continue on with my Master's degree in Library Science (fingers crossed...still nothing on that yet).

Guess that about sums me up in a nutshell. If someone out there feels the same way I do, don't be shy. It'd be nice to hear some sense of normalcy.