Wednesday, April 27, 2011

Still pregnant

In fact, I had my levels drawn and I'm officially officially pregnant. For a worrier like me, this is very exciting news! I have a feeling, however, that these are going to be very long months until December 23rd. How do you not worry about being pregnant? Does the fear of miscarriage ever let up??

I am feeling pretty good and am settling in to the whole idea of this being real. I've blabbed to anyone and everyone that I'm pregnant, even though I know I shouldn't. I have had absolutely no sickness yet, which I guess is good. I need to stop reading about pregnancy though because I am freaking myself out. I guess that's the bottom line.

Wedding planning is almost complete and the big deal is in close to a week. I know, I talked about being pregnant before I talked about the wedding. This is something I've struggled with the past few days. I know it's common now but there is still a part of me that feels really stupid for getting pregnant before I got married. Don't get me wrong, I love this baby already and I'm only 5 weeks and 5 days pregnant. I will be the best damn mother he/she could ever ask for. I'm just old school, I guess and worry about what others will think.

Anyway, that's about it for me today. I love blogs and cannot understand why I can never manage to update mine on a consistent basis. Guess it might be different if I had followers!

Thursday, April 21, 2011


It's amazing how quickly life can change, isn't it? Believe me, this was NOT what I expected to see when I took these 3 tests on April 15, 2011. Granted, I had hoped it would happen eventually but not after only 2 months of trying.

Now I graduate with a Master's degree on May 6 and we get married on May 7th. I would have never imagined life would change so drastically for me. Good things do really happen if you are patient and let it be.