Thursday, January 29, 2009

Sick sick sick

I'm home sick today so I suppose this will be short and sweet. Me and the kitties are laying in bed, watching tv and nursing feeling like death. No new boy drama today, which is a first. Guess maybe all this has passed and I'm going to be truly alone again. Time to start over!!

Wednesday, January 28, 2009

3rd time a charm?

It just keeps getting better and better, let me tell you. My ex from Virginia, who I saw briefly while I was visiting a few weeks ago, strictly by chance, messaged me out of the blue yesterday. Things tend to happen in threes, right? Does anybody really believe that? If this were someone else's life, I wouldn't believe that they had such strange experiences if I were not living the fricking things myself, day in and day out!!

What am I supposed to do? Do I just completely say screw it and resign myself to really being single forever?

This past year has been especially difficult for me for some reason.

Guess I really don't have much to say of any importance today.

Monday, January 26, 2009

Let's see about this

So I have been festering all morning about...how should I put this? Well, how much life seems to not be so great right about now so I figured I will use something to channel my energy into something a little more productive than feeling sorry for myself. We shall see how much I keep up with this, considering I really have no clue what I'm doing or where I'm going with this.

Basically, I've been looking back on my life over the past 3 years and I hate where I am, who I've become and what life has handed me. This blog is how I'm (hopefully) going to change some of that.

About me: Single (obviously), 30, never married. Every time I see that I get this little ball in the pit of my stomach and I wonder how in the hell did this happen? When did I become this sad person??

I digress. I will attempt to not make this blog about how much my life sucks, because I know it doesn't, but I need an outlet to not make myself not lose my stinking mind!

More about me: I'm about to graduate from college with a degree in English, to hopefully continue on with my Master's degree in Library Science (fingers crossed...still nothing on that yet).

Guess that about sums me up in a nutshell. If someone out there feels the same way I do, don't be shy. It'd be nice to hear some sense of normalcy.