DAY 8 - ??
Is it okay to not really know what to be thankful for? I will be perfectly honest, and I do hope I don't sound like a broken record. I am really struggling. Incredibly struggling. Like, this is the lowest low my life has ever been. My dad is on a radiation table right now, on Day 3 of his treatment. I know the end result of this. It will not end the way I want it to. So, how to I come to terms with this? I could really use some help today.
I was not prepared to be down one parent in the near future. Then again, I guess no one ever really is. I should just be thankful that I have been given this blessing of being able to say goodbye.
So, today, I guess I am thankful for being prepared and saying goodbye. To knowing I said and did everything I needed to in order to have the best life possible with me and my dad.
|I won't even begin to say anything about how terrible I look|
|Hugs to The General|