Panic has officially set in. I am so beyond excited about the prospect of having another baby. Don't get me wrong. Am I woman enough? Can I handle this? What in the hell am I going to do when Josh has class every night?? How am I going to handle two babies alone? How do we pay for daycare?
Seriously I hope I'm normal for being nervous. I've been freaking out all weekend about this. I don't want Oliver to feel slighted. And I'd really like to keep my sanity!!
Well I just had to get that off my chest. I am beside myself terrified. There, I said it.