Tuesday, June 12, 2012

Sometimes and Always #3

Sometimes I think everything is going to be okay.
Always I wake up with anxiety about things I can't seem to control.

Sometimes I say I'm going to read something meaningful.
Always I pick up 50 Shades and I think I'm rotting my brain.

Sometimes I get down on myself about my weight.
Always I think this body may be fat but it carried a healthy 10+ pound baby to term.

Sometimes I catch myself daydreaming of what will happen in the future.
Always I am thankful (for the most part) of what I have now.

Sometimes I wish we'd win the lottery.
Always I realize you actually have to PLAY to WIN!!!!

Hope everyone is having a good week so far!!  I'm not feeling so hot and am in a funk, to be quite honest.  Hopefully this will pass all in due time.


  1. Hope you start feeling better! I'll keep you in my prayers!

    My hubby is the exact same way about the lottery. Whenever it get high he says, "Wouldn't it be great if we won" only to have me remind him you have to waste money to take that chance!

    1. Thank you so much! I was sick for 16 weeks with Oliver so I'm not really expecting this to end very soon and that's completely okay!!!

      I feel bad for people who play the lottery every day. I daydream all the time about what I'd do with the money though. Can you imagine??

  2. Wait...you have to play to win?! Well shoot! That's what I've been doing wrong! Hope you feel better soon! My suggestion, if you can...a nice long walk. Fresh air always clears my mind! :)

  3. Listen, don't get down on yourself about your weight, I say this as I have the same feelings float around. Get up about your weight. Try one thing a week that is different that you know is improving your health. Keep blogging so I can keep reading!

  4. I definitely know what you mean about the anxiety, and feeling down about your weight. Sending prayers that this funk will pass soon! It always seems to work wonders for me :)

  5. Oye I know that anxiety thing!! I'm struggling with my wieght too but umm you have a wwwaaaayyy better excuse!!