Wednesday, May 2, 2012

Humpday randoms

I think maybe I'll use Wednesdays to just dump things out of my brain and see what happens.

It appears that we will have to take a trip to Virginia this weekend.  If you're the praying type, would you mind saying a little one for my GMA and family?  This isn't something any of us want to deal with right now, especially on the cusp of my GPA's death anniversary on Monday (coincidentally my wedding anniversary as fit in schedules, nothing more as to why we'd choose that day). 

Oliver still is not rolling over, back to front or front to back.  I know every baby is different but it's hard not to worry about things like that.  Also, he doesn't seem all that interested in toys unless we put them directly in his face. 

I wake up at 6:15 every morning and, all this week so far, Oliver has been jabbering away when I take my ear plugs out.  I feel like such a terrible mom because I have NO clue how long he has been awake.  Yes, I sleep with ear plugs because my husband snores like a freight train is about to leave the station.  No.  Lie.

I feel very stagnant this week for some reason.  I had the realization earlier today that I am 34 and am wondering if this is the career path I will have until I retire? 

Still trying to gear myself up to start running and doing Weight Watchers.  I think to hold myself accountable I will document here (weight, days, times, etc.) so hopefully that'll give me the extra kick in the ass I need to make this happen.  Weight is something I worry about constantly and have since as long as I can remember.  I was thinking last night that I wonder if I will be one of those moms that my children are embarrassed by?  Ooooh, look at Oliver's mom...she's so fat.  This is the stuff I think about when everybody else in the house is asleep.

See this dog?  He's your's if he does this one more time.  Stupid.  Effing.  Dog!!!

Well I guess that's about all I've got for today.  I have posts running through my head of things I want to talk about, questions I have, etc.  Hopefully I can get those out so at some point.  Hope everyone is doing well!

1 comment:

  1. I completely feel you on the weight issue. Trying to do a blog about it, but I can't be that honest with the whole world--yet. Don't worry that your sweet boy isn't doing X, Y or Z--he will. If you are really worried, talk to your ped.