Sometimes and Always

Definitely one of my favorite days of the week!  It's that day again, go check out Megan and say hello to her while you're there!

Sometimes I actually remember what I  had a dream about the night before.
Always I have crazy ass dreams while I'm pregnant.  Last year it was Matt Bomer.  So far he hasn't made an appearance yet.

Sometimes I wish we could just eat out every single meal so I could be lazy and not heat up my house to over 80 degrees.
Always I feel accomplished and proud of myself that I actually cooked (like last night...woo hoo!!).  Seriously, I LOVE to cook.  Not sure what's wrong with me lately.

Sometimes I want to go get Oliver out of his crib after he goes to bed at night, just so I can snuggle him and love on him while he'll still let me.
Always I am so thankful we have such a good sleeper who loves to sleep as much as his mommy and daddy do. 

Sometimes I see pictures of puppies and think man I'd really love a new dog.
Always I snap back to reality and think are you freaking crazy Valerie?!?!  2 dogs and 2 cats is plenty of pets!!!

Sometimes I worry Josh is going to smarten up and realize that he can do so much better than me, especially in the showing affection department (yeah, I'll confess I'm NOT a touchy feely kind of person and I don't do the warm fuzzies for the most part).
Always I try to remember that he does love me and wouldn't have married me if he didn't.

Sometimes I watch shark shows and get really bummed that I didn't follow my dream of swimming and working with them as a kid.
Always I hope that one day I'll get to at least dive with them.

This last one, there is no sometimes.  I Always watch Oliver and wonder if he's hitting milestones like he's supposed to.  Make him make eye contact with me, etc.  I swear I have a problem. 

No desire to crawl or pull up yet but, hey, at least he can sit on his own and (halleluiah) hold his own bottle!!!

Well I hope everyone has a great Tuesday and, if you have tomorrow off, enjoy yourself and your family.  I can't wait to put Oliver's special July 4th outfit on!!!